Well, things have been pretty crazy here lately.  With school and all the other crazy things going on in my life, it's a wonder I'm still able to do the things I do.  And the craziest thing is, I seem to keep taking more and more stuff on, even though I tell myself I have to much to do already.  It is really hard to believe that we only have three and half weeks left till Christmas break.  I will have to say that I'm ready for the break though.  Things are just way too crazy and it's time to get out of Murray for a while.  I have no plans over the break, other than just trying to calm down and prepare for a hectic crazy spring semester.  Maybe this time I can at least stay in the same room for the entire year.  But this summer, if things work out like I hope they do, I will be moving into a house here in Murray.  Brett and I are trying to work it out to where we can move out of the dorms and rent a house.  We will be off campus and actually be able to hear ourselves think.  I mean, I have nothing against living in the dorms, okay, yeah I do, but you know.  I think it was a good experience living in the dorms, but I'm ready for something else.  I'm getting to the point to where I am fixing to have harder classes, and I need time alone to go my stuff.  I like being around the people in the dorms, there is hardly ever a dull moment, trust me, but there comes a time when you just have to get away.  I'm excited about the house and I just pray that God allows it to happen.  If he doesn't, then hopefully he will open up another door and show me what he wants me to do.  I have been praying a lot lately that God will open doors and help do the things that he has in his will for me to do.  It is so hard to go out on faith and do stuff.  I still have a problem sometimes just letting go and trusting that he will work everything out.  Please pray for me that I will have patience as things change here in the near future.  I have so much going on, and I just need to settle down and take it all one thing at a time and not lose hope that it will turn out like it is supposed to.

 

God Bless